7:06 AM
WHEE due to overwhelming public requests, i shall update! (:
went library today A BIT WAS PLAYING GBSP -.-
didnt wanna waste valuable training time, COMPETITIONS TWO DAYS AWAY >: D
hm. THE phone conver then :D
man i miss those days; the letters and late (early?) night (morning?) conversations. xP
screaming and trying to hide the phone whenever our moms come in;
relating all the lame hilarious incidents about THINGS;
telling each other retarded dreams and happenings;
and most of all
GOSSIPS.
LOVE <3
weird, the thing that actually brought us tgth was camp and gossip xD
i rmb how i used to think of you as insensitive and SCARY, now i see how wrong i was.
you've become one of the closest person to me, the one who can relate to my character and lameness.
the one who's always been there for me, not just by lending me old textbooks, but now even encouraging me to do well and beat your results, listening to my friendship problems, lending me money for recess;
the one who entertains me during boring lectures and lessons;
the one who always wants me to strive forward and do the best i can to help myself;
the one who sticks up for me when everyone else doesn't;
the one who tries changing me for the better;
the one who accepts me and all my flaws easily;
the one who teaches me the true meaning of guides;
and the one who taught me the true meaning of friendship.
dont be sad okay? (: she'll always be there for you, unforgetable, undiminishable, unreplaceble.
it's up to you to decide if you're doing the right thing or not, but i just want you to know, i'm okay with whatever you chose. just dont make the choice you'll regret (:
and although as a senior, you may never be with me foreverm i know that as a friend,
you are.
for its the ones that are closest to you that hurt you most;
8:07 AM
shall POST and revive my dead blog (:
WHEE! so beatrice and me have decided to RELIEVE THE PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS.
shoot me with a gun, WE'RE PLAYING GAMEBOY AGAIN! ; D
in class xP
when lessons are going on cause no one actually understands anyway (:
and we're got a pokemon competition going on! one week to start new game and train and on wednesday! : D WE BATTLE WHEE!
jolene's our judge :D
two bucks says i'll win (: HAHAH xD
surprising thing is, no ones laughing at us -.- instead ppl like tancheng and LIJIE want to play lah.
ANYWAY.
I WANT TO KILL LIJIE AND STEPHANIE. and while im at it kill JOANNA ALSO.
grr a bit during recess we were fighting over orange bowl la we all wanted to queue first -.- xD
so that dang lijiA and stepppHWEEUUII were like YANKING my collar. and i swore i heard the threads snapping can.
and yank yank yank.
and snap snap snap.
AND MY PERFECTLY FINE SHIRT BECOME LIKE WHAT JOANNA SAID.
A FLOWER -.-
omg la was mortified the rest of the day lah. like trying to arrange my collar nicely but OBV FAILED.
cause the collar was like as big as a BASKETBALL or smth can -.-
anyways (:
during assembly sat beside steph and collapsed against her and fell asleep.
whee its fun to lie on steph cause she has loads of fats and can cushion xD
and stupid her was going STOP LYING ON MY BOSSOM.
when i was like lying on her shoulder/side?!
then.
LIANNA SAYS IM VERY CUTE (:
i look very cute! haha!
then she said again la ter.
jiafeng AND stephanie look very cute tgt!
SEE IM PULLING STEPHIE UP XD
yawn vimming ystd.
i think vim smells nice : D went jols house also.
instead of doing math we SANG YAY.
I DECLARE JOLENE GWEE HAS A DARN DARN DARN STRONG AND NICE AND BEAUTIFUL VOICE.
SHE SHOULD JOIN IDOL : D
anyway! yay for jap songs! (ESPCIALLY DIGIMON >:D)
THREES A CROWD;
7:24 PM
HAHA yay this song is a meaningful one to me WHEE! xD
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush
When I'm with you Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush : D
6:36 AM
five minutes later, my keyboard's wet and my pillow's soaked.
this one's for gets.
gets! promise me you'll do this super job and no regrets! <3
we'll aim for commander tgt!
we'll eat macs tgt!
we'll still stick tgt no matter what : D
if ya need me i'll be there i've got you, you make me feel stronger!oh btw to all the weirdos who think im jealous or smth. im not. HAHA.
havent you heard of someone whos seriously proud of her best guide friends getting a post?
oh gosh i feel like a mother -.-
oh yay i love crying tgt with gets : D she has a weird way of consoling and complimenting HAHA.
and to YOU.
dont give your ps a hard time pls omg. just ACCEPT the cohs decision!? dont have to be so drama right. this time cannot then next time try lah. or just aim for commander or smth -.- dont start hating her. it'll just make more ppl hate you (:
thank you!
OMG I MISS LING SUDDENLY : /
and munyee also!
:D
14/07/06
6:20 AM
so one year just flew by.
seems like last month when it was ling in the hall and we were sec ones.
and now its munyee's turn.
happy farewell, bougain loves ya <3
LOUISAWUJIAYING
GETHSAMANIEYAPJIAWAY!
congrats : D
yeah im emo la. -.- no more sec fourrrs! : /
RAWR I LOVE MY FRIENDS, thanks lou and gets for always being there.
macsed with lou after pop, stayed and talked and cried and wtv shit until 8.30, when i died and went to heaven <3 HEH LOVE.
and gets who im talking to now! <3
STILL ME MY COMMANDER PARTNER! I LOVE YOU TO BITS. dont cry cause of me, its not worth it ; D
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR NEW POSTS! <3
LOVELOVELOVE.
thank you too, for teaching me that its doing things for the LOVE of guides, and not fot the benefits. <3 congrats too!
and now its time for me to work on my footdrill (:
7:48 AM
4:33 AM
i'm in love, with the wind : D and rain <3
so the rain was pouring and the wind was howling and i thought.
thought about my life : D
and i realised that i really really REALLY miss stephanie ):
miss staying near her and blading with her and MAKING CHEESE POPCORN WITH HER ): (and singing!)
and i realised that my sister's gonna be leaving for london in sept and stay there for years.
and i'll miss her like hell.
although i dont talk to herand i realised that today's my dad's birthday.
and i totally forgot but he doesnt rmb mine either.
and i realised that Pop's on friday.
and no more grey badges around in guides from saturday onwards ):
and i realised that if i were
them, i'll try to fix things and be friends again.
but their not doing that so i guess they weren't really true friends.
and i realised i hate family birthdays.
they ruined mine. ): i always tear : /
and i realised i miss louisa and jel.
and threesomes are hard to maintain.
THATS IT HAHA. : D
chloe came over yesterday : D really late-ish haha! like a bit 8 pm just come like that -.- was fun though! : D danced and chorographed the indian dance :D oh yeahh i can eurobeat w/o arrows now >: D
ohh im thinking of continuing RUNESCAPE WAHAHA. after all my lvl 50dno what (i think 7/8? ) account cant go to waste like that! ><
I LOVE DIGIMON SAVERS : D miragegaogamon LOVE.
digisoul CHARGE, tohma! xP
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
6:06 AM
eh today was fun (:
rockclimbing, met lou then went to farrer park mrt, wher we got horribly lost while trying to find CLIMBASIA. >: /
turn out to be this
tiny shophouse la. o.O
anyway. charis and fangting got replaces by gwyneth and seeyi :O
and in short, we climbed (:
gwyneth's good HAHA xP
anyway, me and gwyneth wanted to arcade after rockwall! (much to lou's horror) so we went DHOBYGHAUT zonex again HAHA.
(((((:
oh goshhs met the SAME idiot while paraing, and she talked to me omg. ><
and she danced the same bimbotic way :/
YAY completed eurobeat pretty well! :D guess the practicing at home helped xP
got grade A :D :D :D
then went cine to buy lou's
portugal towel and my xmen poster! but much to our horror, the towel was ugly and the poster shop was closed . ):
then ate at long johnsilvers! <3
yay shot ice at everyone :D
then went heeren to buy gwyneth and seeyis hairspray (: decided to be cool/poser/extra/cute and spray my hair RED to be jeangrey HAHAHS.
turned out horribleoo then lou's brother called cause he was stuck outside the house with no key :/ and lou had to rush off to open the door for him ><so, we and gwen decided to go to amk zonex AGAIN WAHAHAH (much to seeyi's horror.) and thanks to lou, we took a bus.waiting time + sitting time = 45 + 45 = 1 and a half hours >: /yay! para-ed again at zonex, this time better! 100% for eurobeat <3>:D )played the Drum Game xDonly left when we were penniless ><
okay lar so all in all today was not bad i guess :D
7:11 AM
OMG today was just damn AWESOME!
first outing w stephanie they all! (:
only joanna steph ali laoda and me : /
the rest cannot >: /
ANYWAY. soul calibured! : D did quite a lot of combos, didnt get to try house of the dead >: /
then.. PARA PARAED. <3 like omg damn fun lah. :D EUROBEAT <3
yay! and mos burgered and daytona-ed with weewee. (: though am a first timer, I WON HEH : D
then we left dhoby ghaut's zone x and and a lot of embarassing noise on the train x)
then a bit at amk alicia and wee and i decided to para AGAIN at amk zonex HAHA. damn fun la! ddr and para (:
eh apparantly alicia's a pro at SHOOTING GAMES, heh >:) i've got competition now xD
then went for bubble tea, and sushied! the woman didnt accept alicias money cause it was crumpled :/ like wl so mean.
then went my house AGAIN to play xbox! HAHA i love steph and her disgustingly sicked twisted act cute mind xD
HAHA VIBRATING VIGOUROUSLY! :D damn funny lah!
THEN while i was soul caliburing! i did this secret button to make the screen zoom in and out and silly stephanie thought SHE did it cause just nice at that time her hand was waving towards the screen. HAHA. so BOTH alicia and steph thought that my screen was sensor and if you wave towards it it would zoom in and out like OMG LOL. was dying of laughter lah :D
yay in conslusion! ( we're learning connecters now so wth xP ) today and yest was damn fun la. joanna and stephanie came over ystd tooooo! :D horrible, joanna's not bad at soul calibur! :O she won me once when it was her 8 vs my 2 HAHA.
YAY YAY YAY :D
am hyper! <3
6:41 AM
sooo i got scammed ROAR. >:/
so stopped habboing and switched back to good old redshipping to HEAL THE HURT :D
obviously, it worked, <3
YAY LOGANJEANALWAYS :D
Jo and steph came over ystd :D
AND STEPHHIE M_______ LOL. hahahah!
yay soul calibured! <3
today was fun :) immitated english accents until goh shan came over, then irritated jol and beatrice by pouring water over their desks.
-snikkers-
I LOVE MY NEW SEAT :) so fun to bully ppl xP
and can watch ppl walk by, LOVE :D
7:06 AM
WHEE due to overwhelming public requests, i shall update! (:
went library today A BIT WAS PLAYING GBSP -.-
didnt wanna waste valuable training time, COMPETITIONS TWO DAYS AWAY >: D
hm. THE phone conver then :D
man i miss those days; the letters and late (early?) night (morning?) conversations. xP
screaming and trying to hide the phone whenever our moms come in;
relating all the lame hilarious incidents about THINGS;
telling each other retarded dreams and happenings;
and most of all
GOSSIPS.
LOVE <3
weird, the thing that actually brought us tgth was camp and gossip xD
i rmb how i used to think of you as insensitive and SCARY, now i see how wrong i was.
you've become one of the closest person to me, the one who can relate to my character and lameness.
the one who's always been there for me, not just by lending me old textbooks, but now even encouraging me to do well and beat your results, listening to my friendship problems, lending me money for recess;
the one who entertains me during boring lectures and lessons;
the one who always wants me to strive forward and do the best i can to help myself;
the one who sticks up for me when everyone else doesn't;
the one who tries changing me for the better;
the one who accepts me and all my flaws easily;
the one who teaches me the true meaning of guides;
and the one who taught me the true meaning of friendship.
dont be sad okay? (: she'll always be there for you, unforgetable, undiminishable, unreplaceble.
it's up to you to decide if you're doing the right thing or not, but i just want you to know, i'm okay with whatever you chose. just dont make the choice you'll regret (:
and although as a senior, you may never be with me foreverm i know that as a friend,
you are.
for its the ones that are closest to you that hurt you most;
8:07 AM
shall POST and revive my dead blog (:
WHEE! so beatrice and me have decided to RELIEVE THE PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS.
shoot me with a gun, WE'RE PLAYING GAMEBOY AGAIN! ; D
in class xP
when lessons are going on cause no one actually understands anyway (:
and we're got a pokemon competition going on! one week to start new game and train and on wednesday! : D WE BATTLE WHEE!
jolene's our judge :D
two bucks says i'll win (: HAHAH xD
surprising thing is, no ones laughing at us -.- instead ppl like tancheng and LIJIE want to play lah.
ANYWAY.
I WANT TO KILL LIJIE AND STEPHANIE. and while im at it kill JOANNA ALSO.
grr a bit during recess we were fighting over orange bowl la we all wanted to queue first -.- xD
so that dang lijiA and stepppHWEEUUII were like YANKING my collar. and i swore i heard the threads snapping can.
and yank yank yank.
and snap snap snap.
AND MY PERFECTLY FINE SHIRT BECOME LIKE WHAT JOANNA SAID.
A FLOWER -.-
omg la was mortified the rest of the day lah. like trying to arrange my collar nicely but OBV FAILED.
cause the collar was like as big as a BASKETBALL or smth can -.-
anyways (:
during assembly sat beside steph and collapsed against her and fell asleep.
whee its fun to lie on steph cause she has loads of fats and can cushion xD
and stupid her was going STOP LYING ON MY BOSSOM.
when i was like lying on her shoulder/side?!
then.
LIANNA SAYS IM VERY CUTE (:
i look very cute! haha!
then she said again la ter.
jiafeng AND stephanie look very cute tgt!
SEE IM PULLING STEPHIE UP XD
yawn vimming ystd.
i think vim smells nice : D went jols house also.
instead of doing math we SANG YAY.
I DECLARE JOLENE GWEE HAS A DARN DARN DARN STRONG AND NICE AND BEAUTIFUL VOICE.
SHE SHOULD JOIN IDOL : D
anyway! yay for jap songs! (ESPCIALLY DIGIMON >:D)
THREES A CROWD;
7:24 PM
HAHA yay this song is a meaningful one to me WHEE! xD
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush
When I'm with you Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush : D
6:36 AM
five minutes later, my keyboard's wet and my pillow's soaked.
this one's for gets.
gets! promise me you'll do this super job and no regrets! <3
we'll aim for commander tgt!
we'll eat macs tgt!
we'll still stick tgt no matter what : D
if ya need me i'll be there i've got you, you make me feel stronger!oh btw to all the weirdos who think im jealous or smth. im not. HAHA.
havent you heard of someone whos seriously proud of her best guide friends getting a post?
oh gosh i feel like a mother -.-
oh yay i love crying tgt with gets : D she has a weird way of consoling and complimenting HAHA.
and to YOU.
dont give your ps a hard time pls omg. just ACCEPT the cohs decision!? dont have to be so drama right. this time cannot then next time try lah. or just aim for commander or smth -.- dont start hating her. it'll just make more ppl hate you (:
thank you!
OMG I MISS LING SUDDENLY : /
and munyee also!
:D
14/07/06
6:20 AM
so one year just flew by.
seems like last month when it was ling in the hall and we were sec ones.
and now its munyee's turn.
happy farewell, bougain loves ya <3
LOUISAWUJIAYING
GETHSAMANIEYAPJIAWAY!
congrats : D
yeah im emo la. -.- no more sec fourrrs! : /
RAWR I LOVE MY FRIENDS, thanks lou and gets for always being there.
macsed with lou after pop, stayed and talked and cried and wtv shit until 8.30, when i died and went to heaven <3 HEH LOVE.
and gets who im talking to now! <3
STILL ME MY COMMANDER PARTNER! I LOVE YOU TO BITS. dont cry cause of me, its not worth it ; D
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR NEW POSTS! <3
LOVELOVELOVE.
thank you too, for teaching me that its doing things for the LOVE of guides, and not fot the benefits. <3 congrats too!
and now its time for me to work on my footdrill (:
7:48 AM
4:33 AM
i'm in love, with the wind : D and rain <3
so the rain was pouring and the wind was howling and i thought.
thought about my life : D
and i realised that i really really REALLY miss stephanie ):
miss staying near her and blading with her and MAKING CHEESE POPCORN WITH HER ): (and singing!)
and i realised that my sister's gonna be leaving for london in sept and stay there for years.
and i'll miss her like hell.
although i dont talk to herand i realised that today's my dad's birthday.
and i totally forgot but he doesnt rmb mine either.
and i realised that Pop's on friday.
and no more grey badges around in guides from saturday onwards ):
and i realised that if i were
them, i'll try to fix things and be friends again.
but their not doing that so i guess they weren't really true friends.
and i realised i hate family birthdays.
they ruined mine. ): i always tear : /
and i realised i miss louisa and jel.
and threesomes are hard to maintain.
THATS IT HAHA. : D
chloe came over yesterday : D really late-ish haha! like a bit 8 pm just come like that -.- was fun though! : D danced and chorographed the indian dance :D oh yeahh i can eurobeat w/o arrows now >: D
ohh im thinking of continuing RUNESCAPE WAHAHA. after all my lvl 50dno what (i think 7/8? ) account cant go to waste like that! ><
I LOVE DIGIMON SAVERS : D miragegaogamon LOVE.
digisoul CHARGE, tohma! xP
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
6:06 AM
eh today was fun (:
rockclimbing, met lou then went to farrer park mrt, wher we got horribly lost while trying to find CLIMBASIA. >: /
turn out to be this
tiny shophouse la. o.O
anyway. charis and fangting got replaces by gwyneth and seeyi :O
and in short, we climbed (:
gwyneth's good HAHA xP
anyway, me and gwyneth wanted to arcade after rockwall! (much to lou's horror) so we went DHOBYGHAUT zonex again HAHA.
(((((:
oh goshhs met the SAME idiot while paraing, and she talked to me omg. ><
and she danced the same bimbotic way :/
YAY completed eurobeat pretty well! :D guess the practicing at home helped xP
got grade A :D :D :D
then went cine to buy lou's
portugal towel and my xmen poster! but much to our horror, the towel was ugly and the poster shop was closed . ):
then ate at long johnsilvers! <3
yay shot ice at everyone :D
then went heeren to buy gwyneth and seeyis hairspray (: decided to be cool/poser/extra/cute and spray my hair RED to be jeangrey HAHAHS.
turned out horribleoo then lou's brother called cause he was stuck outside the house with no key :/ and lou had to rush off to open the door for him ><so, we and gwen decided to go to amk zonex AGAIN WAHAHAH (much to seeyi's horror.) and thanks to lou, we took a bus.waiting time + sitting time = 45 + 45 = 1 and a half hours >: /yay! para-ed again at zonex, this time better! 100% for eurobeat <3>:D )played the Drum Game xDonly left when we were penniless ><
okay lar so all in all today was not bad i guess :D
7:11 AM
OMG today was just damn AWESOME!
first outing w stephanie they all! (:
only joanna steph ali laoda and me : /
the rest cannot >: /
ANYWAY. soul calibured! : D did quite a lot of combos, didnt get to try house of the dead >: /
then.. PARA PARAED. <3 like omg damn fun lah. :D EUROBEAT <3
yay! and mos burgered and daytona-ed with weewee. (: though am a first timer, I WON HEH : D
then we left dhoby ghaut's zone x and and a lot of embarassing noise on the train x)
then a bit at amk alicia and wee and i decided to para AGAIN at amk zonex HAHA. damn fun la! ddr and para (:
eh apparantly alicia's a pro at SHOOTING GAMES, heh >:) i've got competition now xD
then went for bubble tea, and sushied! the woman didnt accept alicias money cause it was crumpled :/ like wl so mean.
then went my house AGAIN to play xbox! HAHA i love steph and her disgustingly sicked twisted act cute mind xD
HAHA VIBRATING VIGOUROUSLY! :D damn funny lah!
THEN while i was soul caliburing! i did this secret button to make the screen zoom in and out and silly stephanie thought SHE did it cause just nice at that time her hand was waving towards the screen. HAHA. so BOTH alicia and steph thought that my screen was sensor and if you wave towards it it would zoom in and out like OMG LOL. was dying of laughter lah :D
yay in conslusion! ( we're learning connecters now so wth xP ) today and yest was damn fun la. joanna and stephanie came over ystd tooooo! :D horrible, joanna's not bad at soul calibur! :O she won me once when it was her 8 vs my 2 HAHA.
YAY YAY YAY :D
am hyper! <3
6:41 AM
sooo i got scammed ROAR. >:/
so stopped habboing and switched back to good old redshipping to HEAL THE HURT :D
obviously, it worked, <3
YAY LOGANJEANALWAYS :D
Jo and steph came over ystd :D
AND STEPHHIE M_______ LOL. hahahah!
yay soul calibured! <3
today was fun :) immitated english accents until goh shan came over, then irritated jol and beatrice by pouring water over their desks.
-snikkers-
I LOVE MY NEW SEAT :) so fun to bully ppl xP
and can watch ppl walk by, LOVE :D
